to tell you the truth, I’ve actually met One Direction. I wouldn’t say ‘meet’ when I’ve only have seconds with all of them at once.

There was a meet and greet session that was held at the Agganis Arena in Boston on March 3rd. It was my aunt’s wedding reception, but she surprised me with these tickets and backstage passes to meet the boys. I’ll skip the details, of course I was excited. It was a dream come true, or so I thought.

Finally went to the signing. Stood in line for hours and hours. I had my wristband, bought my cd in advance, had my photos. Presents for the boys. Etc. That wasn’t the problem, not even security was the problem. they were just doing their job, I understand. pushing and shoving was necessary because the girls there were crazy. absolutely crazy. I tried to record it and it was nearly impossible. I’ll skip that part too.

Okay, I finally got to Niall and I had two seconds with him. He said hello, looked a bit bored, but managed to sign and crack a smile at the same time. Next was Louis, didn’t even look up, I said ‘hi Lou!’ and said ‘hello!’ so sarcastically and I saw that his eyes were rolling too.  He signed my cd, both of my posters and security pushed me to the left again. It was Zayn, he looked up and smiled, gave me a high five and stayed quiet for the most part. And then Harry, who for some reason gave the largest sigh when I asked him to marry me. Didn’t really answer at all. I guess he noticed what he did wrong and looked up and smiled. Signed my cd and posters, and I finally got to Liam. He was polite (as always), asked how I was and gave me a high five. He  said ”pretty hectic huh?” and I laughed. I told him he was my favorite but I was told I had to leave ‘cause I was holding up the line. Gave my presents to security, and my mom and aunt met me outside after hours of trying to find the two.

I was so pissed that I didn’t get any pictures but I wasn’t complaining, my camera was acting up anyway. I just couldn’t stop thinking about how annoyed Harry was at me, and how Louis literally rolled his eyes at me. At the same time, I felt so bad because my aunt sacrificed her whole day just to be with me and thousands of other directioners. She knew how much I loved them and told me about the concert before. She rescheduled her reception just because of me, and I couldn’t look angry at her about what had just happened because of that. So I faked it. I said it was the best day ever even when it was a total disapointment. The whole day I kept replaying the whole scene with Harry, and Louis. I couldn’t believe them.  I try to make up excuses for them, and I did for Harry (I mean c’mon, he was tired, and tried to hide it) but for Louis? That was just plain mean.

 I understand that he was probably annoyed by all the crazy screaming fans but despite how excited I was, I wasn’t screaming nor was I going crazy. I tried to act cool about the whole thing and he still was annoyed by me..

I tried to forget about it, but how could I? I loved One Direction with all my heart, and that was such a downer that I started to hate Louis. But I couldn’t. It was a mistake, a stupid one he made but that didn’t mean I’d hate the whole band for that.

I eventually warmed up to him, Idk. I just forgave him for that.

I felt so stupid for deciding to go to this then to attend my aunt’s reception. Looking back at it, I really wish I told her I didn’t want to go so she could actually have her party at that day. I didn’t want to choose but she knew how much I wanted to go. Family is more important than any band, in all honesty. I wish I never went. 

Shut the door,

turn the light off,

I wanna be with you,

I wanna feel your love

I wanna be inside you wait what

Omg, I just wanna make a twitter just to follow Doug (aka Harry Styles twin/doppelganger) because asdfghjk he looks just like him and he’s so nice to his followers.

But I don’t understand twitter :(

plightforexistence:

Adele, One Direction, The Wanted, Ed Sheeran….

its time to reclaim what’s respectfully ours. 

omg yes

niall-liam-zayn-louis-harry:

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